Confessions

Looking back on the past few years I stop and Reflect on lessons to be learned on that which has come to pass. In my reflection I observe aggressive tendencies in dealing with problems and peoples. Unstable emotions, immaturity in decision-making and impulsive/rash reactions. These behaviors led to habits that resulted in much negative consequences.

These survival defenses, some assert as defense mechanisms, impacted individuals around me, namely The Innocent Ones. There are many brothers & sister's of the world who have led, nah still lead similar experiences. Albeit failing to come to this conclusion and taking personal responsibility. This keeps them blind to liberating truths, all will be revealed in due time. With all due respect, of this we must be certain.

I am here to confess my wrongdoings, while drowning in murky lakes, I perceived them to be torrential merciless hurricanes with oceans of waves seeking my demise.  I perceived all life and its inhabitants as enemies in opposition to my advancement (this may or may not have been the case). I believed circumstances, events and individuals were responding with insensitivity, callousness and disregard for my well-being. I was playing the proverbial archetypal "VICTIM'. I was disorderly in my thinking one without serenity in my life. Drowning in self-pity, "i" identified with my failures and shortcomings and assumed those others could sense or see that.

I now crawl towards a cool calming flowing river  of purification, forgiveness and mindful living. Open to change and correction of transgressions, now awaiting unveiled truths from those Great Ones, watchers of humanity. I am far from healed yet just as close to joy! Moving towards a state of salvation, self-forgetfulness, revelation and grace. I now accept any obstacle that lay before me with courage and acceptance. I seek sovereignty of spirit, peace @ heart, compassion of Being & Wisdom in action.

Walk with Me, forever shall His Will be Done!

Love,

    Me 

Illusion of separate-ness ... The Anti-Christ

In an email to my 19 year old niece who should so much compassion and confusion over a fight between a teenage white and black girl.. these were my consoling words.. and this is my ideal...

"whites and blacks do not realize that they show their weakness and insecurities simultaneous to their strengths and capabilities. when the whites speak of race in this they show their hatred, separativeness, insecurities and fears and weakness on the human scale (Anti-Christ/ Anti-evolution conscious). When blacks show theirs they show brutality, violence, inability to deal with situations without uncontrolled emotions and their immaturity on the human scale (Anti-Christ/ Anti-evolution conscious).

 At the same time the whites show their growth of intolerance for violence against human beings (tho they themselves are prone to it in different shades and have for centuries been the oppressor and the ones beating, killing, raping and stealing from others calling it colonialism), inclusive attitudes to stick up for each other (clansmen), desire to see an end to brutality and strong push for justice (for themselves in most cases). With the blacks they show their strong desire for what is right, protecting themselves (tribal), ability to be forceful and stand up when action is needed (anti-slavery consciousness). They generally understand each others emotions (yet show little empathy for humanity as a whole,  and usually support that persons right to defend themselves against perceived injustice, that is where we do band together... 

these actions on both parts have to evolve.. white must realize there is not evidence that supports they are superior..look at how the world is run and look at how it is destroyed by their so called superiority they have managed to destroy civilization, organizations, economies, environments,nations of peoples and the world..so much for superiority). Angry blacks, different from thriving blacks have brought their race down to the lowest form of existence without showing signs of great change, they are disjointed, immature and broken down in the family and are emotionally not strong enough to carry their own weight in society causing them not to make a powerful name for themselves, they show weakness to the world instead of strength, they show fear instead of bravery and they show inability to work together even in the family unite this is why they are oppressed...... 

sorry had to get that off my chest... I do not have to identify with either side (inferior or superior, American- non-American) I identify with humanity because I am human.  I do not have to BE anything other than a Son/daughter of the Most High as we ALL are.. that is what I identify with and until people stop identifying with things that separate them they will never understand the core elements that make us ONE..." TMG

Art of sacrifice...

Self-Hate

Quick thought on irritation:

Irritation is a mental phenomena that is not really placed into our conscious mind as a cause for disease, yet it should at least be pondered.

This problem breaks the natural harmony of the energy system in the mental and emotional body. This flow is slowed by fear which leads to doubt caused by lack of belief in Self. Impatience and hurry feed this ill and puts an undue pressure on the nervous system producing a toxin in the body. That toxin stores in the organs producing disease.

One type of irritability:

• inferiority complex-when one identifies with              his/her failures or shortcomings.

As opposed to seeing oneself as capable, strong, courageous and willful, one perceives others are better or superior. The opposing thought is humbly identifying with your strengths and complimentary disposition. Magnify your strengths and bring to light and heal weaknesses.

• Instead we assume others can see our struggles, past and present. 

This may led us to go out of our way to hide these struggles, never assuming they may see your triumphs. This distortion may lead one to debt from over shopping, addiction or depression. Worse it causes us to hide from the world and from others. 

• We assume others are richer, more successful, more beautiful and more powerful......etc

This causes anger, frustration and self-hatred or hatred of others. We may even hate those that represent our struggle or poverty, becoming prejudice, critical and intolerant of those we perceive as having less.

Be mindful of feelings of inferiority, it may linger and lie in you mutating into a disease with symptoms of irritability. Frustration leads to a toxic filled aura, repelling those things and opportunities that may lead us out of our chaos. 

                      Love,

                           U & Me.... 

The Art of Manifestation

There are steps to manifestation and the requirement that one be extremely honest with one's self in the process. The ancient wisdom of "Man know thyself", is the key to the door of manifesting your divine inheritance. These are things that are rightfully due to you as long as your life is in divine accord. If you are not you will know because manifestation will not come with ease. Here are some keys to concern yourself with:

1. You will need energy...where are you replenished? Through prayer, exercise, meditation, purification rituals, fast etc... Signs:

• You will feel invigorated, energized, know an increase of vitality, creativity, more smiles will be your companion, you may make strong impacts on co-workers, friends, and family, you will magnetizes and others will be drawn to you to help or hurt (careful of that) not everyone is positively charged by your light.

       2.  You will need the ability to concentrate... 

• Singleness of purpose, being driven, applying a strong will to your goals, one will need to be totally committed while destroying and crushing obstacles, one must set asides distractions while focusing on your pursuits, and we can not forget sacrifice. Giving up things that are insignificant like television shows yet keeping up with things that have great meaning such as building strong family ties with those willing & worth it.

       3. We must act consciously....

• Knowing exactly what you are doing and why you are doing it. By acknowledging your motivations and intention you will plan in accord to divine will and law naturally. Nothing forced, pressured, knowing when to push-pull, leap-stand firm, or when to bend and remain centered and still. 

      4.  Take Action...

• Understanding that there is a time for planning and research and there is a time for action. One must have the courage to act, without excuses and without fear. One must take the plunge and timing is everything. If you have planned accordingly and all things are aligned, the Universe will respond and you will know that it is your time to pounce. Wait too long, falter, hesitate or misstep and you may loose your opportunity. You may miss the window or door of opportunity opened wide for you to spring forth into a new life that awaits! The life yo are destined for and especially designed for you.

May your eyes only see truth and if it is not your time, then toil my friend, work and await the moment that it is your time to shine. We will all receive them it is divine law. For those who place out nothing will receive nothing, for those who toil and place energy into the universe will surely receive. Walk in Peace and prosperity.

                                                 Love,

                                                            Me

Ten Positive Traits to counter the Negative

Now that we have assessed our negatives we can move to resolution in the positive. As you know all issues to be solved, can only be solved with a positive frame of mind. Where the positive attitude will attract better results. Those positive situations are manifest in the form of illuminations that have taken place. This is how the dvine mind assist with resolution through positive thinking, actions and words. Let us move forward, so next we need to figure where we fit on our road map to a more balanced perspective of life.

1. Resentment ---------------------- 1. calls for forgiveness
2. Hatred .....................................2. acceptance
3. Anger ......................................3. tolerance
4.  Fear .........................................4. confidence through goal accomplishment (small/large)
5.  Frustration ...............................5. are soothed by calming activities such as yoga, meditation, walks
6. Irritability .................................6. looses power through breathing techniques
7. Complaining .............................7. challenges one to be silent while thinking the opposing thought... (thoughts of anger should be immersed in soothing thoughts of love)
8.  Blaming....................................8. calls for taking total responsibility for all actions
9. Name Calling/Criticism ............9. helps to sees others as you see yourself

 10. Is to know that we are all trying to progress and this 

can be done by Knowing We are All One!

love one another....unconditionally!

Ten Toxic Traits

Gazing upon the barren land of toxicity that resides within, finding our place of peace remains only a mystery. A tool necessary in our search to uncover calm, requires one to assess where you have been, where you have arrived and where you are headed. I have gathered a list of negative qualities that should be considered as a road map on our Journey from Chaos to Peace...

On a ten point scale of NEGATIVE FEELINGS (10) being the worst and (1) meaning you are ever so close to reaching a peace-filled existence... WHERE R U?

First you identify:

10. RESENTMENT... which leads to 

9. HATRED...

8. leading to ANGER

7. FEAR

6. FRUSTRATION

5. IRRITABILITY

4. COMPLAINING

3. BLAMING

2. CRITICISM/NAME CALLING

1. realization that change is necessary and MUST occur

Where do you fall on this road map? Later I will explain what is necessary to be done!

Follow me.. and together we will change our world.

Love,
        Me