Tuesday, May 7, 2013

The Darkness of Suffering.....



     In determining what the darkness of suffering represents  it takes one to analyze all events, circumstances and individuals involved in the chaotic experiences that caused or determined the dreadful outcomes. As a single mother survival is predicated on sustainable income and the continuity of the ability to maintain certain basic comforts and necessities of existence.  Be they shelter (rent or mortgage), which most people globally struggle with this especially in today’s economic climate. There is the maintenance of that shelter internal and external (utilities, repairs etc.) include the sustenance of all individuals in the home (food and clean drinking water). Clothing and shoes are a mandatory and regular expense especially for growing children, satisfactory education is a primary concern as well (The list goes on).  

    With all this being said  there is the declaration to pursue personal ambitions and passions including higher education and the transportation to attain all goals and responsibilities. I could fill the page with leisure and hobbies or entertainment and amusement but that is another blog in and of itself. As a human being in modern society we are all aware of the everyday pitfall and obstacles of survival and the advantages. The problem lies not only in entertainment desires, time and finance management (budgeting), and personal pursuance of goals, the problem most heavily lies in our mindset towards these occurrences. The belief we have in ourselves to handle, juggle and succeed in these endeavors is paramount. The courage to know that we can endure catapults us towards next day and further away from the initial phase of darkness. Those days when we were too immature to understand the parallels of life’s struggles (thanx for the support mom!). This strength in our vision or our  will to achieve marches us towards a more loftier and nobler cause. At first this may start as a desire for material possessions, the needs of our family and personal advancement but then it takes on a life of its own away from selfish needs. The higher cause becomes bigger than ourselves and our wants, this is the goal humanity strives to reach fighting for something grander.

     So how do we do this… where are the tools to bring about this radical transformation required? The first thing is to remember Not to loose ourselves in our own personal obstacles and responsibilities. Where psychological over-load sets in and lack in vitality and energy to carry on daily task is impaired. We know we need a daily planner and reminder system set in place to act as our administrative assistant. On the issue of regular bills, we know they will be there accompanying us til our death. This is a fact to be humbly accepted once this is done life becomes more mentally palatable.  At a point in our existence Acceptance is simply the key. My next blog will be a compilation of keys and tools that offer more viable solutions to leaving the darkness behind and entering into a more divine cause....
I bow to the eternal divine spark within you!
TMG
Question: How has a planner changed your habits?

2 comments:

kimberlily21 said...

Planners used to keep me focused, but after entering a very dark time in my life, schedules and planners and commitments all make me feel "locked up", so strict and rigid. No room to breathe. No room for movent.

Unknown said...

Thanks for the comment Kim, that is understandable in that circumstance yet others who may feel over-whelmed by events may feel that getting their thoughts out of their heads and onto something more tangible is beneficial. I find it very useful to clear my mind and allow the paper to be saturated instead of my mental body...