Weakened will...

Symptoms of a weakened will

• Difficulty in the ability to start or complete task
• placing energy into areas of little significance to personal development, total well-being or growth and advancement (whether spiritual, family, emotional, economic, career, relationships or relaxation...etc)
• feeling a heavy burden on the body causing inability to move or get motivated.
• lack of desire in beneficial activities that once caused joy and pleasure.
• withdraw and isolation.
• inability to focus on one particular issue, concern or event for long periods of time.
• irritability, mood swings or irrational thoughts. 

We must be ever vigilant of our personal will, will power is a divine gift and one to be increased and enhanced. A weakened will can go virtually unnoticed. We may cast it aside due to blame, judgement of others or doubt. We may assume that it is the fault of others or circumstances that cause us to be uninterested in things of importance. A weak will is a dangerous phenomena that should be consider one of our greatest obstacles to overcome. 

When we have a task that must be accomplished, thought should go into how much energy we need in order to accomplish the task. After that is assessed, ponder the level of our will and act to increase it. Most times some sit idly in long speech of the task to accomplish, draining themselves of the needed energy to carry on.  We spend too much time in mental preparation, visual imagery or imagination over-contemplating tools necessary. This is beneficial only if it does not over-extend into the time for task completion. 

Goal:

Take a task, even very small and resolve to complete it (like taking a walk after dinner). Offer yourself a set measurable time, for example: I will give 25 minutes for X to be started on Thursday May 15th. This will give you a time-frame that is measurable and resolve to complete even the first portion. Then reward yourself for simply completing the task (a relaxing cup of tea).This builds the will, increasing discipline while building self-esteem. One must remain consistent and persevering!!!

To be continued....

Love, 

Me

Happy Wesak!!

The Great Design

Being as the Great Architect for your life means to go with the ebb and flow or cycles of change. We must use the tools we possess in order to sculpt the best course for ourselves.

• Use your highest mental abilities to think of alternatives as to the best course of action to take. 
• Use your strong Will in order to accomplish task planned. 
• Stand in spiritual faith that this is in fact an desirable course of action. 
• Believe that you are in accord to that ebb and flow. 
• Avoid reacting and responding impulsively to irrational fears of the unknown or haunting hurts of the past. 
• Move into the new planned design with faith, laying brick by brick. 
• Dissect details, with no desire to quickly skip to the next phase. 

Format the blueprint to plan and design a better existence for your life. Designing requires use of intuition & much careful planning yet it calls for methodical application. Be not rash, or too quick to see and expect results & forget NOT to set aside fear. Transform your perception while thinking the opposing thought of that which you fear. See peace, calm and reinforcing decisions that support your agenda. Live in that State of Being which you envision. Be aware of the signs and synchronicities of the Universe, you will be guided. Co-create and Craft a better form of existing, one with purpose, joy and meaning!

The Design is yours... Create a beautiful One...

Love the Light you Live in,

             

                       Me

Confessions

Looking back on the past few years I stop and Reflect on lessons to be learned on that which has come to pass. In my reflection I observe aggressive tendencies in dealing with problems and peoples. Unstable emotions, immaturity in decision-making and impulsive/rash reactions. These behaviors led to habits that resulted in much negative consequences.

These survival defenses, some assert as defense mechanisms, impacted individuals around me, namely The Innocent Ones. There are many brothers & sister's of the world who have led, nah still lead similar experiences. Albeit failing to come to this conclusion and taking personal responsibility. This keeps them blind to liberating truths, all will be revealed in due time. With all due respect, of this we must be certain.

I am here to confess my wrongdoings, while drowning in murky lakes, I perceived them to be torrential merciless hurricanes with oceans of waves seeking my demise.  I perceived all life and its inhabitants as enemies in opposition to my advancement (this may or may not have been the case). I believed circumstances, events and individuals were responding with insensitivity, callousness and disregard for my well-being. I was playing the proverbial archetypal "VICTIM'. I was disorderly in my thinking one without serenity in my life. Drowning in self-pity, "i" identified with my failures and shortcomings and assumed those others could sense or see that.

I now crawl towards a cool calming flowing river  of purification, forgiveness and mindful living. Open to change and correction of transgressions, now awaiting unveiled truths from those Great Ones, watchers of humanity. I am far from healed yet just as close to joy! Moving towards a state of salvation, self-forgetfulness, revelation and grace. I now accept any obstacle that lay before me with courage and acceptance. I seek sovereignty of spirit, peace @ heart, compassion of Being & Wisdom in action.

Walk with Me, forever shall His Will be Done!

Love,

    Me 

Illusion of separate-ness ... The Anti-Christ

In an email to my 19 year old niece who should so much compassion and confusion over a fight between a teenage white and black girl.. these were my consoling words.. and this is my ideal...

"whites and blacks do not realize that they show their weakness and insecurities simultaneous to their strengths and capabilities. when the whites speak of race in this they show their hatred, separativeness, insecurities and fears and weakness on the human scale (Anti-Christ/ Anti-evolution conscious). When blacks show theirs they show brutality, violence, inability to deal with situations without uncontrolled emotions and their immaturity on the human scale (Anti-Christ/ Anti-evolution conscious).

 At the same time the whites show their growth of intolerance for violence against human beings (tho they themselves are prone to it in different shades and have for centuries been the oppressor and the ones beating, killing, raping and stealing from others calling it colonialism), inclusive attitudes to stick up for each other (clansmen), desire to see an end to brutality and strong push for justice (for themselves in most cases). With the blacks they show their strong desire for what is right, protecting themselves (tribal), ability to be forceful and stand up when action is needed (anti-slavery consciousness). They generally understand each others emotions (yet show little empathy for humanity as a whole,  and usually support that persons right to defend themselves against perceived injustice, that is where we do band together... 

these actions on both parts have to evolve.. white must realize there is not evidence that supports they are superior..look at how the world is run and look at how it is destroyed by their so called superiority they have managed to destroy civilization, organizations, economies, environments,nations of peoples and the world..so much for superiority). Angry blacks, different from thriving blacks have brought their race down to the lowest form of existence without showing signs of great change, they are disjointed, immature and broken down in the family and are emotionally not strong enough to carry their own weight in society causing them not to make a powerful name for themselves, they show weakness to the world instead of strength, they show fear instead of bravery and they show inability to work together even in the family unite this is why they are oppressed...... 

sorry had to get that off my chest... I do not have to identify with either side (inferior or superior, American- non-American) I identify with humanity because I am human.  I do not have to BE anything other than a Son/daughter of the Most High as we ALL are.. that is what I identify with and until people stop identifying with things that separate them they will never understand the core elements that make us ONE..." TMG

Art of sacrifice...

Self-Hate

Quick thought on irritation:

Irritation is a mental phenomena that is not really placed into our conscious mind as a cause for disease, yet it should at least be pondered.

This problem breaks the natural harmony of the energy system in the mental and emotional body. This flow is slowed by fear which leads to doubt caused by lack of belief in Self. Impatience and hurry feed this ill and puts an undue pressure on the nervous system producing a toxin in the body. That toxin stores in the organs producing disease.

One type of irritability:

• inferiority complex-when one identifies with              his/her failures or shortcomings.

As opposed to seeing oneself as capable, strong, courageous and willful, one perceives others are better or superior. The opposing thought is humbly identifying with your strengths and complimentary disposition. Magnify your strengths and bring to light and heal weaknesses.

• Instead we assume others can see our struggles, past and present. 

This may led us to go out of our way to hide these struggles, never assuming they may see your triumphs. This distortion may lead one to debt from over shopping, addiction or depression. Worse it causes us to hide from the world and from others. 

• We assume others are richer, more successful, more beautiful and more powerful......etc

This causes anger, frustration and self-hatred or hatred of others. We may even hate those that represent our struggle or poverty, becoming prejudice, critical and intolerant of those we perceive as having less.

Be mindful of feelings of inferiority, it may linger and lie in you mutating into a disease with symptoms of irritability. Frustration leads to a toxic filled aura, repelling those things and opportunities that may lead us out of our chaos. 

                      Love,

                           U & Me....